His Promise, My Confidence.

Your promise still stands, great is Your faithfulness. I’m still in Your hands, this is my confidence; You’ve never failed me yet.

– ‘Do it again’ by Elevation Worship



This is my confidence…

But am I confident?

How positive am I that my Lord and Saviour would never fail me?


But like all humans, we err.

But God makes a way when there seems to be no way.

And we turn to flesh instead of the Spirit.

We revel in the carnal, feeding it till the carnal overflows.

And the spirit gets a drip drop.

Nothing like the pitter patter of the rain as it falls.

Oh no. Nothing like that.


Where do you think you are hiding, my child?

I see you.

In the darkness?

I see you.

In your sin?

I see you.


But you don’t see me.

I’m am here!

I’m right in front of you!

Why won’t you open your eyes?

Is the plank in your eye so large that you cannot see?

Are you blinded by fleshly cataracts that block your feeble flesh from seeing the one and only King… The True God?


Stop, my child.

Just stop.

Give your pains to me.

Give your sorrows to me.

I can heal you.

I can make you new.

I can make you whole again.


Just give me you.

Let me live in you.

Let me work through you.


Just surrender.

Do not doubt.

Do not fear.

Do not worry.

For I am making all things new.

I will never fail you nor forsake you.

I am always here with you.

Look! My hands are outstretched, but you do not reach out for me.

I’m always reaching out for you but you give up before you’ve even started.






Be not afraid o thine precious soul
I am thinking of you
I am always with you
I will never give you what you cannot bear
I will never put you through something you cannot persevere.
Remember the good times when I took away your pain
Remember the bad  times and the victories that you gained.
I put you through these trials
I put you through your pain
Just know that they were never in vain
Your experiences are witnesses
To what I can do.

Philippians 4:13 says “I can do everything through Him who strengthens me.”

James 1:5 says “If you want to know what God wants you to do- ask Him and He will gladly tell you.”

That Crazy Girl

That crazy girl always complaining,
Crazy hair no explaining,
She wants to cry but just not there,
Instead she laughs whenever we’re near.

To hide her sadness and her pain,
She smiles and laughs, all to her gain,
All so she won’t be interrogated,
And when she is doomed to be fated.

So she acts as though nothing in wrong,
And cries her pain when everyone is gone,
Her tears spill over and down her cheeks,
Because she’s been holding it in for weeks.

That unbearable pain, forced to be bearable,
Like an eight year old when there’s no cable,
Bawling out loud in her little room,
Feeling sad like an abandoned groom.

Left on the altar by the love of his life,
By the only person he wanted as his wife,
And your just there, sitting and crying,
All because your heart is broken. Now you’re dying.

Dying inside because you’re ignored by the one,
The one with whom you’d have had a son,
And both of you would’ve lived together,
And like a fairy tale, live happily ever after.