How to love?
How to hate?
How to cry?
How to wait?
How does it feel to lose your prized possession?
How does it feel to know you can’t get it back again?
How does it feel when your life is falling apart?
How does it even feel to get shot?
How does it feel so save someone’s life?
How does it feel to be stabbed my a knife?
How does it feel to see someone you know?
Just all of a sudden walk through the door?
How does it feel when your boyfriend and ex are in the same room?
How does it feel suddenly finding out you have to go back home?
Do you feel happy? Do you feel sad?
How do you feel? Does it make you mad?
How does it feel to be in so much pain?
How does it feel to know that you can’t complain?
You don’t have the energy to say anything,
And what’s worse you have to break up with your boyfriend,
Because he’s one of the things you’ll never again see,
And you have to leave your old life quietly,
How does it feel to be kissed be your ex?
In front of your boyfriend and picked up in his arms and escorted home?
How does it feel to find out that you were engaged?
When you were drunk and you didn’t even know.
Would you go back to him?
Or would you return his ring?
Because you discovered that you love your ex,
More that you love your boyfriend.
How does it feel to see him in pain?
Crying… dying inside.
But your there, you can’t do anything,
It’s not up to you anymore,
Whoever gets you first can keep you,
In this case, it’s your ex.
You’re too weak to tell him to leave you alone,
Even after he kissed you and you kissed him back,
He really needs you, and that’s a fact.
How does it feel after so much fuss and trouble?
To know that your back home to the place,
Where you lived almost all your life.
And now you’re in tears because you missed that place so much,
How does it feel to feel that tender touch?
Stroking your back, your head, your head,
And by that familiar voice,
How does it feel to be told…?
“I missed you dear.”
How to love?